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I have realized after all the insane bullshit I've been through that there is absolutely nothing shared between people and every single thing done on this Earth is a selfish act. Loads of fun. I'm gonna go sit now. Yup. Just sit. Motivation has dwindled down to zero.

"I don't understand how humans connect... Humans are born alone... we think alone and die alone. If I can't live independently... then I'd rather be a water flea. They are more independent than us.

(What about friends or lovers? Wouldn't you miss your parents or kids?)

Meaningless words, just like janitor or president. None of those words is important."
-Momoko in Kamikaze Girls

The only people I don't see this lack of... anything in particular!... in is my family at this point. I used to have loads of faith in my friends, but I know they are only there if and when it is convenient for them, so I have learned the hard way. Lovers too. Fuck it all :D

*EDIT*
Woah. That was super emo. I'm over it.